mckayla arrielle jenna marie; twenty years old; taken<3
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Yesterday and today, my moms been all “i’m gonna quit drinking, this time its different, i feel good about this.”
and she gets ONE text from dan and wigs the fuck out.
“oh, he just knows how to upset me.”
and all he fucking said is that he couldn’t fax a form to her today.
And since then, she’s thought of all sorts of excuses for why she can’t quit drinking right now.
And she was doing so good (well, yesterday and today) and then Dan texts her, and she just drops the whole “sobriety” act. And I can’t even look at her or talk to her. I’m just so fucking over it.
And especially after she had this woman sit there and pray over her/us for her sobriety (which she knows makes me extremely uncomfortable).. and then just THROWS it out the window.
like fuck you.
and fuck you again.
and fuck me because I’m an idiot for actually believing shit would change.